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stairs,theysay.Butthen,perhapsshewasunhappy,becauseofherhusbandandElizabeth."Andshewritestomeaboutamanlikethis!'Ithought.4Shewantshimtomarryme.becauseheisherfriendherlover,perhaps!ShewantsherlovertobeKingofScotland!'IfoundabettermanthanDudley.James.IfoundHenryDarnley,yourfather.Hewasnineteenyearsold.andIwastwentythree.Hewasatallman.withabeautifulfaceandbiggreeneyes.Hetalkedandsangwell,andIlikeddancingwithhim.Heoftenworeexpensiveblackclothes,andhelaughedalotwhenhewaswithme.Hewasveryyoungandfriendly,andIfelthappywhenIwaswithhim.Ilikedhimverymuch,andIthoughthelovedmetoo.Hewasanimportantman.t.Wewerecousins-hisgrandfatherwasKingofScots,andhisgreat-grandfatherwasHenryVllofEngland.InJuly1565.Imarriedhim.Elizabethwasveryangry,andsowerealotoftheScotslords.Myhalfbrother,theEarlofMoray,triedtostopthemarriage.Ihadtofighthim.andheransouth,toEngland.ButIwashappy.YourfatherandIlaughed,everyday.HewasnowHenry.KingofScots.Afteroneortwoweeks.thelaughterstopped.AKinghasalotofwork.James,youknowthat.Hehastoreadhundredsofletters.talktopeople,andthinkaboutalotofimportantthings.Ididthosethings.everyday.Butnow.Ithought.Ihadamantohelpme.'MylordHenry,'Isaid.,Wouldyouliketoreadalltheletterswithme?Youcansitnexttome.andyoucanworkwithmeeveryday.'Yourfatherlookedunhappy.*mnotinterestedinworklikethat,hesaid.*Idon'tunderstandit.'4Ofcoursenot.'Isaid.*You'reayoungman.mylove.ButIcanteachyou.,Foroneortwodayshesatdownwithme，andItriedtoteachhim.Butitwastrue,hewasnotinterestedinthework,andhedidnottrytounderstandit.4Youdoit.Mary,'hesaid.4mgoingoutwithmyfriends.We'regoingtoride.StoOdupandsmiled.'Goodevening,mylord.stoodup.butDarnleyheldmyarmsandIcouldnotmove.DavidRiccioranbehindmeandheldmydress.Myfriendsinthermstooduptoo.andmovedtowardsRuthvenangrily.Buthehadaknifeinhishand.Isaid.Getback!,hesaidangrily.'Don'ttouchme!,Thenfivemenwithknivesranintothelittleroom,andtherewasafight.Onemanheldaknifeinmyface,andanothermanhitDavidRiccio,behindme.Thentheypulledhimoutoftheroom.'Helpme!,hescreamed.*Helpme,myQueenplease!They'regoingtokillme!Don't-aaaaaargh!,PIeasecomein.Wouldyoulikesomethingtoeat?'*No.thankyou.'hesaid.*mnothungry.ButIwanttositnexttoyou.wife.Pleasetellthatmantomove.,AmangotoutofthechairnexttomeandDarnleysatbesideme.Thenheputhisarmsroundme.Ididnotlikeit.Hisfacewashot.andhiseyeslookedunhappy.ButIsmiledandsaid.'I'mhappytoseeyou,mylord.''Areyou,Mary?'Helaughed.'Areyoureally7,*Yes.ofcourse,mylord.But-,Thentheseconddooropenedandhisfriend.1.ordRuthven,stoodthere.Hehadaknifeinhishand.Hisfacewasred.andhelookedveryangry.Affirstnoonemoved.ThenRuthvensaid.,YourMajesty,sendDavidRicc100utofthisroom,now!Iwanthim!,IlkedatRiccio.Hewasafraid.,Why?'Isaid.,Whydoyouwanthim?,'Heisabad,wickedman!'Ruthvensaid."Sendhimout!''No!'Isaid.iYouwanttokillhim.DavidRiccioismyfriend!Hestayshere.withme!"'Hegoesout,woman!'1.ordRuthvensaid.*KingHenry,holdyourwife,please!InthemorningwearrivedatDunbarCastle.Darnleyslept,andIwroteletterstomyfriends.Nextday1.ordBothwellcametohelpme.Ilikedhim-hewasagood,strongman.SoonIhadanarmyof8.000men.BothwellandIrodebacktoEdinburghWiththearmy.1.ordRuthvendied.andsomeofhisfriendsranaway.ButtheEarlofMoraystayed.AllthatsummerIruledthecountry,andwaitedfortheba-by.Myhusbandstayedoutsidemyrms.Ididnotwanttoseehim.Noonedid.Perhapshedrankwithhisfriends.Idon'tknow.Andthen,on19thJune,inasmallroominEdinburghCas-tie.mybabywasborn.Ittookalongtime,butatlastyouwereinmyarms,James,myson.Iaskedyourfathertocomein.4My1.ordHenry,lsaid.'Thisisourbaby!1.ookathim,my1.ord.Takehiminyourarms.Heisyoursonisn'thebeautiful?'Butyourfatherdidnotloveme.James.Veryoften,afteryouwereborn,hesleptwithotherwomen.Iknowthatbe-causehetalkedtoeveryoneaboutit.Ithinkhewantedpeopletoknow.AndIamsorry,butIdonotthinkhelovedyou.James.WhenItookyoutochurchandgaveyouyourname.hedidnotcome.Hewasn'tinterested.Butbecauseofhim.DavidRicciowasdead.Icouldneverforgetthat.Never.6KirkO'FieldIhadanewmantohelpmenow.TheEarlofBothwell-astrong,cleverman.Hewasolderthanme：hewasnotaboylikeDarnley.Heworkedhardandhecouldthink.Hewasagoodfighterandhewasnotafraidofothermen.Perhapsyouarelikehim.James,myson?InJanuaryyourfather,Darnley,wasillinGlasgow.Iwenttoseehim.andtookhimbacktoEdinburgh.Hewasunhappy.andafraidofpeople.Hesawenemiesbehindeverydoor.Poorstupidboy!Hesaidhelovedmeagain.Iwasan-gry,butIfeltsorryforhim.too.HewasveryiI1.*lt'snotfarnow.Henry.'Isaid.*Youcansleepinthecastle.,No.notthere»please,Mary!'hesaid.'Idon'twanttogointothecastle.mafraidofit!,'Butwheredoyouwanttogo?'Iasked.*Findmealittlehouseoutsidethetown.andstaywithmethere,hesaid.4Wecanbehappythere.,SoIfoundhimasmallhousecalledKirko'Field.outsideEdinburgh.Hestayedthere,inaroomupstairs,andsometimesIsleptinaroomdownstairs.Darnleywasoftenafraid,andIvisitedhimeveryday.Slowly,hegotbetter.OnSunday.9thFebruary,therewasabigweddinginEd-inburgh.Afterthewedding.BothwellandIwalkedouttoKirko'FieldtoseeDarnleyandtalktohim.Everyonesang,andlaughed,andwasveryhappy.Atteno'clockIwastire